Some People Will Never Be Deleted

yI try my hardest to forget you. I try my hardest to tell myself that I don’t need you. I try my hardest to tell myself that I am too strong for you. I try my hardest to tell myself that I am good without you. I try my hardest to tell myself that I don’t miss you. I try my hardest to tell myself that I am happier without you. I try my hardest to keep finding myself without you. I try my hardest to tell myself that I have moved on from you. I try my hardest to tell myself that I don’t get low and sad when I think about you throughout my day. I try my hardest to tell myself that you loved me when we were together. I try my hardest to tell myself to keep my head up high when I think about our memories together. I try my hardest not to look back. I try my hardest to hold hope on the inside. I try my hardest not to dwell on how much you loved me. I try my hardest to remind myself that you didn’t deserve me. I try my hardest to depend more on God to let you go. I try my hardest to stop making excuses for your behavior. I try my hardest to still be someone without you. I try my hardest not to hate you and continue to love others. I try my hardest to keep going. I try my hardest to tell myself that you didn’t play me, but YOU played yourself by letting me go. I try my hardest to forgive myself for allowing myself to lose my worth to keep you around. I try my hardest to learn from us so I wont ever go through this again.

2 Comments Add yours

  1. In God there is restoration and hope. I understan dwhat You might be going through. Thank you for being strong out there and sharing this with us. have a blessed day bruh! Much love to you 🙂

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  2. deontetowner says:

    Thank God for deliverance and restoration. In God there is peace and comfort.

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