…you don’t realize how emotionally damaged and beat down you are until you’re trying to do everything to protect their feelings even after they continually hurt you… you try your hardest never to disrespect them

and you do everything to make them feel good because you don’t want them to experience the hurt you’re feeling so you apologize because you just want them to feel good about you…you find it hard to look in the mirror in the morning, the strength you once held with such pride is no longer there anymore.. on social media it looks like you’re living the relationship goals but behind the scenes it’s falling apart.. when you smile the glistening in your eyes becomes sadness because of all the tears you cry in the midnight hour and so you smile through the pain in the morning and nobody knows what’s really going on not even the people closest to you…😘