My Father Had A Stroke 7 Months Ago (Update) HOME SWEET HOME

Dear blog family, I write this letter to you all in tears. My father is finally home from the rehab facility. God is moving like never before. I was planning on coming home for mothers day weekend and then while back home I was going to visit my father in the rehab facility. My mother…

I Believe In Everyone But Myself

I pray you quit overthink, replaying failed scenarios, feeding self doubt and seeing the good in everyone but yourself. You deserve more and I pray that God shows you the strength that you have inside. You are stronger than you think. You have more control over your life thank you think. I pray your days…

Being A Teacher Is the Lords Work

When educators go to college professors say, “As a teacher you are not your students friends or family. You are ONLY their teachers. You are only there to TEACH.” That is the biggest lie of all time. And that philosophy will make your teaching experience hell. When you work at a low income schools you…

A Teenage Boy was Searching for Answers in my Book

A teenage boy that was searching for answers about his own life experiences once asked me, “Who is the main character in your book..?” I simply replied with a silly smile on my face, “Who’s the first person you think about when you’re flipping through the pages of my book? That’s the main character.. years…

Just Breathe… And Stop Stressing Yourself Out

I am worried that life won’t turn out as planned.. What if everything fails? One thing I’m mastering everyday is to just breathe. There are so many people stuck in the hospital that wish they would’ve just enjoyed life but some tragic situation handicapped them for the rest of their lives and unfortunately some people…

I Tried Committing Suicide 3 Times

Your mind is telling you to Kill yourself.. you’re not good enough… no one loves you.. your life is meaningless.. you’re a failure.. You have no friends.. Nobody is going to miss you when you’re gone.. What you did is unforgivable and when everyone finds out what you did…you’re going to lose everything so you…

A Misunderstood Student Cries in My Class

Most of you know that I am a high school teacher. All the school districts in Los Angels either came back this week or last week from spring break. The school that I work for gave us two weeks off. During those two weeks I edited, finalized, published and began selling my new book called…

My New Book Has Made Top 200 on Amazon in 2 Days!

I am beyond excited. I give all the glory to God. My new book Pieces in the Dark: Turn The Light On was released on April 4th on Amazon. When I was looking through my messages Amazon sent me an alert and my book is Top 200 out of 23,738 books being sold right now…

My Father Had A Stroke (Update) 6 Months Later

Today I went to go visit my Father at the rehab center that he is residing in until he gets better. He has made so many improvements since the last time I saw him in December. 6 months ago my father had a stroke. The doctor said that he was going to die and if…

Stay In The Will Of God

Sometimes the plans you have for yourself are different than the plans God has for you. It is important to pray for the will of God because everything that sounds good that we have planned isn’t necessarily good for us in the long run. We have to make sure we keep our faith strong and…

Make Time For Your Dreams Before Time Passes You By

I’ve only had my blog for about two month now. I have been getting so much love and support from you all. I wanted to take my blog to the next level, so I decided to design my own business cards. I am so excited for this journey. It only goes up from here. It…

Unplugging From Negativity

This week I learned that if you don’t speak up then people will weigh your spirit down and you’ll turn into everyone else.. break free even if you have to cry and walk away from people that once had your back. Do what you need to do to become whole and gain your freedom back..

You Lied… You Didn’t Change

Sometimes people will only tell you they have changed to get you back into their life, and then when they got you they will go back to their old ways… do not let the “I’ve changed” line win you over… stay strong.

Today I am 26 Years Young

On February 28th 1992 a king was born at 2:20pm by the royal parents of Emily and Joseph Towner. (Me on the left) eating cake, chicken and fruit punch! If I had a billion tongues I STILL wouldn’t be able to thank God enough. I am so grateful to see another birthday. Throughout my day…

It Pains Me

It pains me to hear someone say, “i will be genuinely happy when…” and I’m like why does it only have to be when “THAT” happens? Why can’t it be now!? Oh! I know why because you are choosing not to be happy! Happiness is a choice not an ultimatum people.

My Sins Have Made Me Numb To Gods Presence

No matter how lonely you feel throughout your day, no matter how deep in sin you’re in.. remember that God is always standing there. God will bring you back when it seems as though you strayed too far away and your sins have made you numb to his presence..We serve a forgiving God..

Protect Yourself

Sometimes you have to protect yourself from the people you love by setting clear and consistent boundaries.

U Switched Teams On Me

Even though we are no longer a team all I do is think about you at night before I fall asleep… Sometimes the same ones that say they’ll never do you like that be the main ones.. You told me that you loved me too much to keep hurting me and you said the best…

I Defend You In My Own Mind

An Open Letter To.. As months passed by you said that we were a team. I took that to heart because you said that we made the best team in the world. I know it sounds cheesy but you begin to see life differently and you let your years of guards down when you start…

I Regret So Much It Hurts On The Inside

Maybe you did something yesterday that you regret. Maybe you made the biggest mistake of your life yesterday. Maybe something horribly unexpected happened yesterday that changed everything. Maybe someone walked out of your life yesterday that you thought you needed forever. Maybe God did not open that door that you thought he should’ve. Maybe someone…

In The Dumps On Valentine’s Day

  Dear Single People, If you want to sit around all day sad complaining WHOA ITS ME then you are going to be sad. BUT if you use this time to refocus and thank God for all that he is doing in your life then you will have a positive day. It is up to…

God Show Me The Snakes

There comes a days in life when you realize that everyone doesn’t have your best interest. People will smile in your face and at the same time stab you in your back. It is important to ask God for spiritual wisdom and discernment. God will lead and guide you towards people that are trustworthy. He…