I Tried Committing Suicide 3 Times

Your mind is telling you to Kill yourself.. you’re not good enough… no one loves you.. your life is meaningless.. you’re a failure.. You have no friends.. Nobody is going to miss you when you’re gone.. What you did is unforgivable and when everyone finds out what you did…you’re going to lose everything so you…

A Misunderstood Student Cries in My Class

Most of you know that I am a high school teacher. All the school districts in Los Angels either came back this week or last week from spring break. The school that I work for gave us two weeks off. During those two weeks I edited, finalized, published and began selling my new book called…

My New Book Has Made Top 200 on Amazon in 2 Days!

I am beyond excited. I give all the glory to God. My new book Pieces in the Dark: Turn The Light On was released on April 4th on Amazon. When I was looking through my messages Amazon sent me an alert and my book is Top 200 out of 23,738 books being sold right now…

My Father Had A Stroke (Update) 6 Months Later

Today I went to go visit my Father at the rehab center that he is residing in until he gets better. He has made so many improvements since the last time I saw him in December. 6 months ago my father had a stroke. The doctor said that he was going to die and if…

Stay In The Will Of God

Sometimes the plans you have for yourself are different than the plans God has for you. It is important to pray for the will of God because everything that sounds good that we have planned isn’t necessarily good for us in the long run. We have to make sure we keep our faith strong and…

Make Time For Your Dreams Before Time Passes You By

I’ve only had my blog for about two month now. I have been getting so much love and support from you all. I wanted to take my blog to the next level, so I decided to design my own business cards. I am so excited for this journey. It only goes up from here. It…

Unplugging From Negativity

This week I learned that if you don’t speak up then people will weigh your spirit down and you’ll turn into everyone else.. break free even if you have to cry and walk away from people that once had your back. Do what you need to do to become whole and gain your freedom back..

You Lied… You Didn’t Change

Sometimes people will only tell you they have changed to get you back into their life, and then when they got you they will go back to their old ways… do not let the “I’ve changed” line win you over… stay strong.

Today I am 26 Years Young

On February 28th 1992 a king was born at 2:20pm by the royal parents of Emily and Joseph Towner. (Me on the left) eating cake, chicken and fruit punch! If I had a billion tongues I STILL wouldn’t be able to thank God enough. I am so grateful to see another birthday. Throughout my day…

It Pains Me

It pains me to hear someone say, “i will be genuinely happy when…” and I’m like why does it only have to be when “THAT” happens? Why can’t it be now!? Oh! I know why because you are choosing not to be happy! Happiness is a choice not an ultimatum people.

My Sins Have Made Me Numb To Gods Presence

No matter how lonely you feel throughout your day, no matter how deep in sin you’re in.. remember that God is always standing there. God will bring you back when it seems as though you strayed too far away and your sins have made you numb to his presence..We serve a forgiving God..

Protect Yourself

Sometimes you have to protect yourself from the people you love by setting clear and consistent boundaries.

U Switched Teams On Me

Even though we are no longer a team all I do is think about you at night before I fall asleep… Sometimes the same ones that say they’ll never do you like that be the main ones.. You told me that you loved me too much to keep hurting me and you said the best…

I Defend You In My Own Mind

An Open Letter To.. As months passed by you said that we were a team. I took that to heart because you said that we made the best team in the world. I know it sounds cheesy but you begin to see life differently and you let your years of guards down when you start…

I Regret So Much It Hurts On The Inside

Maybe you did something yesterday that you regret. Maybe you made the biggest mistake of your life yesterday. Maybe something horribly unexpected happened yesterday that changed everything. Maybe someone walked out of your life yesterday that you thought you needed forever. Maybe God did not open that door that you thought he should’ve. Maybe someone…

In The Dumps On Valentine’s Day

  Dear Single People, If you want to sit around all day sad complaining WHOA ITS ME then you are going to be sad. BUT if you use this time to refocus and thank God for all that he is doing in your life then you will have a positive day. It is up to…

God Show Me The Snakes

There comes a days in life when you realize that everyone doesn’t have your best interest. People will smile in your face and at the same time stab you in your back. It is important to ask God for spiritual wisdom and discernment. God will lead and guide you towards people that are trustworthy. He…

I Never Wanted Us To Become Strangers

After everything was said and done we reconnected. I loved you deeper than I’ve ever loved an individual. You literally knocked down the “do not disturb” sign in front of my heart and somehow you maneuvered into the deepest areas that nobody has ever reached. You walked out of my life with a simple sorry…

I Struggle With Being Alone

It is perfectly fine to have alone time. Some people always crave to be around others. They feel like a “loner” if they are not around people. What is wrong with being alone? What is wrong with going places by yourself? We have this thing about us where we feel like people are looking at…

What Would You Ask Your Ex Over Coffee?

I’m gradually accepting the fact that some questions in life will never be answered. If I could sit down with you one on one I would have a sheet of paper with all the questions that I wanted you to answer. I would try my best without crying and without being scared to hurt your…

Quote of the Day:Pressing

My faith is so strong that whatever the answer is I am going to endure it.. someone out there is waiting for an answer. I pray this post encourages you to wait on the Lord.

Hurting God’s Feelings

It’s sad that we praise God the most when we hardly have anything, but once he blesses us we forget where he has brought us from. Sometimes I wonder how God feels when we leave him behind. God has feelings too. It’s like doing everything for the person we love and still getting treated badly….

Allowing Mental Abuse

Learning to be with people that give me the same energy and feeling. I am realizing everyday that my needs are important too, and if I do not set clear and consistent boundaries then my feelings will continually get hurt and people will never know how to treat me. I am realizing that it is important…

Beating Yourself Up After A Mistake

Everyone in life makes mistakes. We all do things that we are not proud of and then later regret. Sometimes we refuse to listen to the voice of God and do our own thing. I have that same story. I did something that I was not suppose to do and it took me 2 months…

Searching For Love In All The Wrong Places

I’ll never forget a couple of years ago when the pastor at church said to the congregation ” Lift up your hands to Heaven..If it feels like no one loves you in this world remember Jesus Christ loves you.” I cried like never before. For years I was doing everything to make this person love…